I would melt the metal that my heart is made  out of so you could be bullet proof

I pray one day you feel this way,

this feeling of unbearable pain.

It’s unfair that you don’t feel the way I do

because even though you didn’t mean to hurt me, it feels like you tried to

But like the rain

which comes and goes on certain days

the water washes the dirt away

and like the pains of today

victims will change

and you will experience the same fate.

The story of you and I ends

and another chapter of my life begins.  

I love this feeling. It’s such a beautiful feeling. It’s like a butterfly is landing in your hands. You know you kill the butterfly, you could crush it, but you would rather it lay in your hands because it’s beauty entertains you. You know the butterfly will leave you eventually but you suppress that thought by reminding yourself it is better to cherish the moment it’s in your hands because it’s such a rarity. The butterfly leaves and the feeling is gone. You are reminded how cold and lonely your life was before you met the butterfly, so lay there with your hands opened, hoping another butterfly will notice you and lay in your hands again. I’m in love with this feeling.

kaydanaidan808:

I feel like giving you my heart 

and I’ve always felt like this from the start.

and I hate that when we both will be free,

you’ll be over 2000 miles away from me…

I can’t wait until you come back 

because even though my mind says no but my heart says yes,

I want to take you places you won’t regret

(Source: kaydanehdan)

kaydanaidan808:

The world is not so black and white,

it’s hard to tell what’s wrong and right

but if you fight, make it for something that’s worth defending

because it’s money worth spending.

Don’t always think that dreams have certain paths, because they don’t

dreams change, and ways part…be yourself and do the best you can

because not everything can be planned, it’s like love, it just happens

when you aren’t looking for it..

(Source: kaydanehdan)

As this place remains small, I grow claustrophobic

I want to spread my wings and fly over the ocean.

I’ll miss the ones I leave behind

but always know that you will be by my side

because even though you may not know

I will always think of you when I think of home.

Even though it hurts to say goodbye

I need to start this new chapter of my life.

So as I turn the page, don’t be afraid

I’m keeping you with me, so close your eyes and please say it with me

So long good friend until we meet again. 

I want to go

but they said no

There is nothing I can do,

all I want is to start over and call a new place home…

The door of the place I once called home was about to close

and I felt it’s warm welcome about to be disposed and I suppose

at the moment in time I didn’t want to leave that door behind. 

But time does not stop for that one door, but I could not ignore

the fact that no one would know except me what it was like to be behind that door

when it was locked.

But as one door closes, many more open and there will be many places to calm home

but for the most part, like how we all have grown you will spend most of your time alone.

I’ve grown tired of locking myself in rooms that I just keep opening more doors without

closing them

because I am falling more in love finding myself than finding someone else.

I’m always out and about

I scream and shout,

I never watch my mouth,

And I don’t care who cares 

because I obviously don’t,

So if you do,

I won’t.

I have alot of good times and lots friends

and the times it all ends

all depends on when everyone wants to go home…

I’m always out and about

I scream and shout,

I never watch my mouth,

And I don’t care who cares 

because I obviously don’t,

So if you do,

I won’t.

I have alot of good times and lots friends

and the times it all ends

all depends on when everyone wants to go home…

I don’t want to love again

because I don’t want to pretend 

that I’m not broken hearted

although I might be the one that starts it

you can be the one to end it

and instead of being the one to end it is what will make it harder to forget it

and i’l be the one to regret it