I fucking hate this. I can’t swim until I am not sick anymore. Ugh. And I just got into the groove of working out every day for a couple of weeks and now I’m just waiting to get better.
So I just got another weird flashback of my ex girlfriend. I think we dated 2009, like it was sometime between my transition to highschool and college. Man I was a pretty high strung guy lol like what the fuck I don’t know why she dated me for so long. I just remember getting mad at her a lot, and now when I think about it I was mad at dumb shit. Like when we first started dating she started telling me about her past and I was all homophobic and narrow minded about a lot of things. ANd now im a libertarian and pro gay rights. Man seriously, after I started smoking weed my political views changed and so did my attitude on life. The irony of it is that I think I would make a good boyfriend some girl now since I learned so much from dating her, and how girls work, but I just can stay commited to a relationship. I want to go to law school and stuff, thats going to take so much commitment that I dont even if I can handle a relationship. I might not ever get married and thats fine with me man, I just want to pay my debt to society for taking care of me and keeping me out of trouble - well most trouble lol. I hope shes doing okay, I honestly do. I hope shes doing alright.
Japanese girl sitting across from me on the bus, you’re the cutest. Hahaha the song “honey you are my shooting star” started playing lol
To every person that claims to be gangster and came from private school, I’m going to start calling you Puff Daddy #lol #noHate
Why the fuck are kendamas so popular? It’s a ball on a piece of wood. At least the new toys coming out are cheaper.
So I have this friend in our group of friends that is a real hassle even though she’s cool. Like We all used to hangout but secretly we thought she was irritating because honestly shes a little childish. Like she always has to know what we are doing and she hates it when we plan stuff like last minute. I mean sorry if I don’t plan out when I want to hang out with someone. I mean is that how it works in real life with everyone else? NO. Everyone that wants to hang out with me usually hits me up with a text asking me if I am busy and if I want to hang out that day, who the fuck calls in advance to hang out and do random shit, no one right? So anyways thats one irritating thing about her. The next thing is that shes sometimes pouty. In my circle of friends this girl is the one that has to have shit a specific way. Like for christmas a couple years ago I treated them to my favorite italian resturant, my family eats there all the time. So we go there and we are fortunate enough to get my the waiter that always serves my family. When I was living at home we would eath there once a week sine my moms job pays really well, my mom makes six figures. Anyways we go to the resturant and have a cool waiter that knows me. And the waiter accidentlty gets my friend, lets call her X since this whole thing is about her, order wrong.Its the first time shes done this too. And my friend x was salty the entire meal. The waiter switched her good and apologized and was trying to be real sweet but like because my friend x had to wait, and to what I recall it wasnt even a long wait ether, she just was quiet the whole time and said she didnt like it. Like damn girl I am paying for your fucking meal. I know you dont appreciate the service but gosh show some appreciation. And of my friends my friend x is the one I am trying to convice everyone else to like. My other two friends say they wouldnt give a shit if they lost her as a friend because shes such a futty dutty. Like two nights ago we were smoking weed and shes okay with us smoking weed. And we are smoking in the car and she fucking has to leave the car and stand out side. My other friend goes to keep her company. And I get irritated at my other friend because hes the very one that says he wiouldnt give a shit if he lost her as afriend. Yet hes the guy that steps out of the car to keep her company. While the rest of us are sitting in the car saying “dude fuck her”. And when she comes in the car shes all whiny saying “I just washed my hair I dont want the smell in my hair”. ANd she makes these vomiting sounds the whole time, it was really quite annoying. Like bitch shut the fuck up, I am the one trying to convince all my other friends to hang out with her yet shes really starting to irrtate me. what should I do? should I keep her as a friend or slowly start to drift away from her?